Me Amor

This blog is dedicated to the love of my life, her name is Kelsey Nesturrick. She is my everything and she always will be. Fate has brought us together and I want her to know that I appreciate her more than anything and that I am here for her, to support her, to help her when she is in need, to always be by her side for whatever the reason, good or bad. To comfort her, to love her, to please her, to make her feel special. To make her feel the one thing that she makes me feel...LOVED.

<3 This Past Weekend With My Love <3

OK, so this past weekend my beautiful baby girl, Kelsey, came to Georgia to see me and bless me with her presence to the Military Ball. I was so happy that she was coming, I haven’t got to see her for like two months! I was dying to see her! I missed her so much, so when she arrived in the town of my school at her hotel, I could not wait. I had to see her, I asked her if I could, even though I would have to be back before 0800 in the morning for I had a color guard event to attend. I asked a friend to take me at 0030 to be with her for the night, and when I arrived, my heart swelled. I fell in love all over again. My baby girl, standing there before me, looking as stunning as ever. I could not believe I was there with her. The night…was ours <3 We finally got the much needed alone time together that we have been wanting. We enjoyed ;) every minute together and after three and a half hours or so, she could not go on :P So we cuddled together, just like we talked about, for the rest of the time I was there. She fell asleep in my arms, and as I held her, I never felt more alive, more loved, more happy than I was feeling that night. But when I woke up and I knew I had to leave so that I could get ready, sadness spread across my face. I did not want to just leave her there by herself, I wanted to be there and wake up with her and love her some more. But I had to go…knowing that I was going to see her again that night <3 Knowing this, I left her with all the love I could, a see you later, and a kiss. I went out to eat with her and walked around the campus later that day before getting ready for the Ball. When she arrived at the Ball, I walked her in to her seat, and had to excuse myself for I had a job to do. I presented the colors and as soon as I could I hurried back to her, because I missed her dearly. It seemed like the night could last forever, and I wish I would have, because she was so GORGEOUS in her dress and I didn’t want to ever let her go. The night was still young and people started to leave for the Ball was coming to an end, but before we left, we had our first and last dance of the Ball alone <3 That moment will never fade from my memory. I never wanted it to end. I wish we were there now. Then we proceeded to take pictures with each other before I had to head back and change to make my way home to Augusta. The car ride back, we cuddled, and we played around kissing each other and playing with our tongues <3 before we both fell asleep together. Laying there with her was so comforting. So perfect. So…US. Nothing could ever part us, for me and Kelsey are ONE. Kelsey, I Love You, NOW, FOREVER, and ALWAYS <3 You made that a very memorable weekend with you that I will never forget. You mean the world to me, and I will hold you dear to my heart till my last breath. Be forever mine, and forever yours I will be. Love me forever, and I will love you longer. ME and YOU and no one else. WE, Kelsey, are meant to be. <3

Hey, I know it has been a while since I blogged anything, but I surely have not forgot. Kelsey, I have been thinking of your non-stop. I Love You, and I really appreciate you telling me “Happy Birthday” like a million times the other day xD I’m serious, it meant a lot to me. Kelsey, I miss you terribly much, and I want to hold you. Every night that I lay down and go to sleep, I can’t help but miss you more, because you are not in my arms and it kills me because I get this lonely feeling until I fall asleep. But I know that everything is going to be alright because I have you. Our hearts are together and we are one. I know that the future that we ARE going to have is going to be AMAZING. You are so AMAZING, I cannot wait to hold you on the 19th. I am trying to keep the tears from running down my face right now because I just had a overwhelming sensation of joy from the thought of holding you in my arms and having you all to myself. Yes, I am selfish when it comes to you, I do not want anyone else coming near you. I tell everyone about you and about how much I love you. You are my world and I mean that. Love me the way that I Love You and our Love will NEVER fail. I mean this baby, you and me…Now…and FOREVER. <3

Hey, it is me again, and I just got off of Skype with HER <3 Yes, Kelsey Nesturrick, the LOVE of my life, my one and only lover. I cannot wait to see her, not this weekend, but next weekend! Oh my gosh, I cannot stop thinking of what I am going to do when I see her, I just want her in my arms so badly, I cannot stop thinking about it each and every day! Kelsey, Me Amor, Baby, Love, Pumpkin, Sweetie, Sweetheart, Cup Cake, Darling, Angel, Beautiful, Gorgeous, Mrs. Davis ;) , if you are reading this, know that I Love You and the Love I have for you grows stronger each and every passing moment. Love me the way that I Love you and you will never have to worry about anything, because I will bring you nothing but bliss for all the days of OUR lives <3 Mwa!!!

I cannot get her out of my HEAD!!! She is just so amazing <3 I Love You Kelsey, I Love You with everything that I have! You are all mine <3 and I am all yours!!! Mwa, Mwa, Mwa, Mwa, Mwa!!!! I wish I was cuddling you right now as you sleep, and one day I will, I will hold you tight and never let go, I will be there when you wake up, still holding you to kiss you and say good morning <3 Oh my gosh, I have so many emotions running through me right now, I am going crazy, I freaken LOVE YOU KELSEY, and you didn’t even have to do anything but just love me the way you do and be your AMAZING self!!! <3 I hope you sleep amazing tonight my love and wake up feeling better than ever, and if you don’t I will make it better!!! Sweet dreams my love <3 Mwa!!!

Well, it is me again. Today was a pretty good day, got to talk to Kelsey <3 like I wanted, even though there was an interruption, it was nonetheless amazing. She looked BEAUTIFUL as always and her smile outshone the sun. :) I Love her so very much, and I cannot wait to get to see her!!! I want to hold her in my arms so bad and just give her all my Love! She really is perfect and I am absolutely thankful for having her. Just as easy as she was given to me, it is just as easy for me to lose her, and I will be DAMNED if I lose her. So I will do EVERYTHING in my power to hold her tight, and keep her in my heart for she is mine, and I am hers. I miss her dearly and when I get to see her again, I am never going to want to leave her, but I know that I will have to return back to school once my time with her is up. But guess what? She will never leave my heart and I will cherish every moment that I have with her, and when the time comes when we are together each and every day, it will be magical, even Disney will not be able to compete with us ;) I Love You Kelsey, and FOREVER will <3

OK, today is my girlfriend’s birthday, but because of a series of unfortunate events, I got stuck here, at my school, because I had to do an FTX for the ECP program. But earlier this morning I was brought back to my room because I have a leg injury and I didn’t want to risk injuring it anymore. Immediately I got on Skype and talked to her for over eight hours <3 We had such a wonderful time talking to each other, then she had to get ready and go to her party, first she did her hair, which let me tell you, it was OUTSTANDING, the way she curled her hair was incredible, she looked so beautiful it brought tears to my eyes. I was so happy, then a little while later she went and did her make-up, even though I am not particularly fond of make-up, when she came back it was BEAUTIFUL. She did such a wonderful job putting on her make-up that I could not stop staring at her. She looked so..lovely. Then she decided that she was going to go ahead and put the dress on, when she showed me what she looked like when she was completely ready, I wanted to just cry, not sad tears, but happy tears. Kelsey you looked absolutely ASTONISHING. Words cannot even describe how you looked. I wanted to be there so bad but I am sorry that I was unable to make it. I will make it up to you though as soon as I can. I really wanted to be there to show you off to everyone, to let everyone know that you are mine and that I am not going anywhere. To let everyone know that Kelsey Nesturrick and Kirk Davis are not just a couple, we are far more than that. We are soul mates, we are true loves, we are meant for one another and no one can break us apart. I Love You Kelsey Baby, And Happy Birthday <3 Hope you had a wonderful day and got everything that you wanted <3

This is my first post on Tumblr, and I have no followers, and I know that no one will see this post, but I am posting this because I Love You Kelsey Nesturrick, more than you can ever imagine. I know the past has been rough, sad, and more than you could handle. I know this because I have been through it too, so I know that I can tell you this, and by telling you this you should know it is coming from deep down inside me. From the depths of my heart. You, Kelsey, mean the world to me. You make me, or break me. Every day I wake up, you still solid on my mind. Thinking of you constantly throughout the day, and before I go to sleep at night, I lay there, thinking of you, wishing you were with me, in my arms, so that I may feel the warmth of your body against mine, feel our hearts beat in unison, stroke your hair as you cuddle closer into my body, adoring every second that you are with me, wishing the moment will never end, and before I know it, I am smiling at the thoughts running through my head, and I ease myself to sleep, only to awake the next morning, sad,because you are not actually there, but you are still the strongest presence in my mind. One day, when we are able to be with each other the way that we dream of, the way that we talk about, the way that we know, will be perfect, I will&#8230;always be there. Kelsey, this is the start of something new for me. I am dedicating my Tumblr to blogging about you, my love for you, and our future together. You are my world, and I will do everything I can to post something everyday about you, us, our love. Kelsey, baby, know this, if you don&#8217;t know anything else, just know, that I am yours and FOREVER will be. &lt;3

This is my first post on Tumblr, and I have no followers, and I know that no one will see this post, but I am posting this because I Love You Kelsey Nesturrick, more than you can ever imagine. I know the past has been rough, sad, and more than you could handle. I know this because I have been through it too, so I know that I can tell you this, and by telling you this you should know it is coming from deep down inside me. From the depths of my heart. You, Kelsey, mean the world to me. You make me, or break me. Every day I wake up, you still solid on my mind. Thinking of you constantly throughout the day, and before I go to sleep at night, I lay there, thinking of you, wishing you were with me, in my arms, so that I may feel the warmth of your body against mine, feel our hearts beat in unison, stroke your hair as you cuddle closer into my body, adoring every second that you are with me, wishing the moment will never end, and before I know it, I am smiling at the thoughts running through my head, and I ease myself to sleep, only to awake the next morning, sad,because you are not actually there, but you are still the strongest presence in my mind. One day, when we are able to be with each other the way that we dream of, the way that we talk about, the way that we know, will be perfect, I will…always be there. Kelsey, this is the start of something new for me. I am dedicating my Tumblr to blogging about you, my love for you, and our future together. You are my world, and I will do everything I can to post something everyday about you, us, our love. Kelsey, baby, know this, if you don’t know anything else, just know, that I am yours and FOREVER will be. <3